Sometimes, you just can't stay down. You're not allowed to. I have my friends to thank for that :)
Sometimes, you care too much about someone, who doesn't care about you at all. That really hurts.
Sometimes, you have to stop caring about someone who doesn't care about you, or when you can't afford to. That hurts even more, like someone's crushing your chest from the inside.
Sometimes, you can listen to a few songs, and start smiling or crying. Thats something you laugh about later when you regain your senses.
Sometimes, you prefer pillows to real people. That's really pathetic.
Sometimes, you're so desperate for affection that you'll sell your soul for a bit of it. That's plain stupid.
Sometimes, you get nightmares in bright light, and only the darkness can soothe you. That is rather disturbing and chilling.
Sometimes, you'd rather be ripped up with a knife than feel whatever it is you're feeling at the moment. You wish someone could do that to you. That's self-destructive and suicidal.
Sometimes, you want to sleep, but are too afraid to. You're afraid of losing control over your thoughts and your mind. That's insanity.
Sometimes, I talk too much. That's why I'm a moron :)
Sometimes, you care too much about someone, who doesn't care about you at all. That really hurts.
ReplyDelete-- aha! how very true, it hurts, and hurts deep. but that perhaps is an indispensible part of the package called life.
Sometimes, you have to stop caring about someone who doesn't care about you, or when you can't afford to. That hurts even more, like someone's crushing your chest from the inside.
-- and in such times, there is nothing left to do but look away, blink off the tears and smile, hoping that that crushing pressure will after sometime mercifully abate.
and sometimes you reach out to someone who has recoiled away from you, with total repulsion. but again maybe thats human.
praveen
Long time since you updated your blog....time to write something 'nice'...waiting for your next post before I return to hell...
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ReplyDeleteSomething nice? :)
ReplyDeleteWaiting for something nice to come along, then will write about it in detail. Patience my dear, patience :P