Don't Wait

I haven't felt in a while
Not love, not hate,
Just whispers of late
When I used to wait
For a text or a call
For a sign that he thought
Of me sometimes
That was all I'd want
But the signs never came
And the nights grew cold
He'd tell me his dreams
And the dreams grew old
Then i knew him well
His ways, his tales,
He feared me then
I knew him too well
I wished him no harm
He feared me still
I'd pray for his dreams
He tore me till
I feel no love now
No sorrow, no hate
I pray for no dreams
No call I await.